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| 03/25/01 | "Studying the cerebral cortex of an infant" |
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She seems cool. I
could learn so much from her. Seems so innocent for what she does. I
didn't even have a clue, but then again, neither do you.
This internet is slow... I can probably write a whole update before it's done loading. Busses on strike, had to skateboard 2k uphill this morning. People that sleep with their mouths open are just asking for it. So I gave it to them, and with just cause. They'll still owe me $15. I'm addicted to Final Fantasy V. It's so addictive. I've never come across a game where the plot was what made you want to play on. I mean holy shit, how am I ever supposed to get my homework done? The pills work, better than I thought. It's a fake plastic happy. Everyone's happier with fake and plastic anyway. So why aren't I? How far down does this rabbit hole go? I guess until then we'll never know. It keeps calling me Check This Out: DARYLCAM! - Got it working again.
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First off, sorry to
those ppl who downloaded the kermit movie because I screwed up the
link. The real kermit movie is now listed right at the end of this
update. And yes, it is really fucking funny.
"So doc, is it mono?" "No Daryl, I'm afraid it's much worse than that, you seem to be suffering from chemical depression." Precription: GEN FLUOXETINE (aka Prozac) Well I guess it's finalized then, it looks as if I might be the next one down the rabbit hole and into wonderland... the side effects say so. Lol I guess that's why my grades just slipped 50%. Work hard, study, don't update your page because nobody reads it, be good, love god, eat breakfast, get 8 hours of sleep, shower every 2nd day, clean your room, do your laundry, don't worry, exercise, eat less, stop reading comics, make a plan, don't drink, get your license, be a nice guy, finish first, don't do anything extreme on the first date, follow a routine. Check This Out: Kermit - This is the best movie ever. Really.
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| 03/27/01 | "Their eyes are sharp with the intricacy of pure hate. My eyes are shallow like the depths from where my soul is kept. I'm deeper, stronger." |
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Wow today was great.
It really couldn't have gotten any better. Tuna on an english muffin
for lunch, venn diagrams, whores, foxes, potential and kinetic
energies, and of course sleeping with your eyes open. This site
takes too long to load with the flash stuff so I'm taking it down
soon, the flash stuff that is. I was surfing today when I cam across
the most interesting website that held all types of hilarious jokery.
That's cheered me up somewhat. The days when the laundry gets back
at you are the worst. The dishes topple to the floor and I really
don't care.
Check This Out: Kermit - Kermit the from toon, so damn funny! Made me feel 100% better. (zipped)
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| 03/25/01 | "Wake from your sleep, dry up your tears, today we escape, escape from hell. Keep breathing." |
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Clothes, yay.
School, no. Tea? Please. My number, sure, we can get together sometime. Good movie. Porn, emulators, alice. bleh |
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| 03/23/01 | "Attack of the Killer Hangover!" |
Holy sweet jesus,
I've never been that drunk before! I downed 2 40's of miller
something something. I'll give you a foggy picture of what I
remember. Hip hop, freestyling battles, babes, booze, barf. We were
watching a skate vid and then the simpsons. I had a pink dildo that
some guy had ripped off of red hot video. I harassed people on the
bus with it and it was funny. I even used it like a mike to
interview this bum and we taped it. I lost it though, I think it's
still at reannes house. The girls were so hot. I
talked to a few of em. There was one there, a blonde, whos name
started with a c... anyways, she was eating this lollypop chupa
chups and looking at me. I started to talk to her and stuff. I
coulda got with her but I didn't. I promised myslef I wouldn't.
There were a couple of girls I coulda gotten with, the 2 blondes,
and louise. I remeber louise from grade 7 cause she used to be a
skater. Now she's a homie. Anywayz, I got to see reanne again and
now she's hot and brendans girlfriend. When we were younger he used
to say she looked like a man. Funny. Anywayz I saw lots of boobies
and that's what matters. I threw up in her toilet and on her outside
handrail which everyone ended up touching. Then we left for home.
That's when the mayhem began. I kicked up some lawn lights
 and
threw myslef through a privacy fence (big tall wooden ones). Then I
took someone's lawn chair and fucked it up. I gave it a name too.
Siagon cyber chair whore. Anywayz we got to menronies house and I
crashed. So cold was the night. I woke up with the smell of my
stomach acids in my nose. I didn't get any of it on me though thank
god. I went home with a couple of bruises (from the destruction).
The fence I had ran through looked totally fucked up... it looked as
if a car went through it cartoon style. Now I'm home head aching and
with allergies. I'm still half drunk and its 7pm. They say hangovers
are caused by the dehydration of the brain. I'm drinking lots... of
water. Oh yeah, I got lunch at McDonalds and flipped out at them
cause they said supersize is 59cents extra and for bacon and cheese
its $2 more! $2!!!!! So i got a little mad and told the whole
restaurant to fuck off cause they were a bunch of saigon whores.
Then I felt everyone looking at me and i got embarassed. then I
left. Yeah. Done I think....
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| 03/21/01 | "I want to be goth when I grow up." |
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That's right, if I
were a little hotter and I was comfortable weraing makeup 24/7 then
I'd be a goth. Once I get out of school I swear I'm going to be goth.
That'd be cool. Then I'd be a super hero name DarkSpaz. Yeah, YEAH!
Well, actually no.
The weather is beautiful and I'm waiting to get approval for an ftp so that I can get my cam up. Lycos sucks. Recently my boobies were posted on Sinnocence.com, It might still be there if you're lucky. I love boobies. As a matter of fact I like pictures of naked people. Okay here we go, I want anyone who reads this to send me pictures of naked people... it doesn't have to be you JUST SEND ME NAKED PEOPLE!!!! I now can recollect a much funnier picture of the party that took place at Kevin's house on Saturday. I went around slapping people, falling downstairs and telling people that they had nice boobs... I'm not sure what else happened. Those people do have nice boobs so I guess there's no reason to apologize... unless they felt exploited or something. Whatever. SO pretty outside. Here I am learning flash. I hope to make this site somewhat more interactive. Check This Out:
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| 03/18/01 | "Alright! Let's put all our hands together for those people who can keep a happy face while contending with hate and jealousy!" |
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Riding the bus is like
living. The driver is fate making twists and turns where he may.
Along your trip you will come in contact with assholes, girls, nice
people, losses and gains. Whenever you get off the bus you'll a)
into seclusion in your house or b) jump on another bus where you'll
have to cough up some more money. People that drive have
uninteresting decided lives. They meet no one new. They get
different cars every ten years or so but still their lives never
really change. While some may prefer to drive a car and pay for
everything at once, I choose to ride the bus and have one hell of a
time with not knowing where I'm going. I will get a car someday but
not today.
If I could truly fix myself I would have made taken different routes. It is the bad trips that makes character. It is all the bad stuff in life that makes us who we are. It is our mistakes and not our accomplishments which we learn from. Maybe I'll end up being smarter than all of you just because I'm such a screw up. Before everything else, I was like you. Alright, some people may be better looking than me to preppy chicks yes, but I a) have better judgment when I'm drunk, b) am better looking to sk8er chicks when I shave and get my haircut, c) don't boast as much as you, and d) am a passenger and not a backseat driver. When you totally hit on a girl and you know they don't want you to that's not cool. I'm not going to lecture the people who do that because that's the girls job. Check This Out:
(Click for full size version) Parasite.
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| 03/11/01 | "Happy is fake, it doesn't last" |
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If everything I've
accomplished up to this point in school and in life has been meaning
less then I wonder If what I do in the future will be any different.
I mean at the end of grade eleven I find out that any of my grades
that I earned means shit. Maybe my future job will be shit. Wait, I
know that my job will be insignificant. It will be hell and I will
die at 62 unsatisfied and too young for retirement. AND I will be
single and lonely. It is decided then, if things look bad at 51,
I'll kill myself or become a monk.
The message board is now littered with miscellaneous pictures. yay. Fame, fame, fame, fame. I am a cam whore. I am a prostitute. I am an emotional dildo. I am 17 and I have nothing to show for it. Depression sucks. Except when you stay up late watching old space movies where women in cages are wearing revealing leather straps. The positron ray I tell you, the positron ray. I am taking up guitar and singing again. Like that'll last. I already made up a cool riff. I'll post it. Disco sucks but it has awesome basslines. Shutup. Diolique: my place or yours? . |
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| 02/09/01 | "Squeegee boys don't get chicks." |
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Hi I'm Sasha,
I'm at Daryl's. And he has blue hair. He is the coolest guy I know...Dispite what any one says. I met him at a Science fair in Oakridge. I've known him for 5 yares. And he has puppy dog and teddy bear bed sheets......Awwww cute. Daryl is a very kinky dude, earlyer he was playing with condoms and trying to put wolverine in them... he did it....odd huh? He just found a huge chunk of belly botton lint. Yah if you don't know Daryl, he is like I said the coolest guy. He is a total sweetie and is a goon. He always make me laugh all the time!! And he's hard not to love. He's trying to make me write about his dick. But I'm not going to. Um yah that's about it, so chow.
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| 03/08/01 | "Ch ch ch ch changes" |
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Here I am now. This is
a lot better. With most of you left behind I can comfortably shit my
mind again.
I'm also using a different message board. It's easier to manage and it's easier to put pics up. I don't know why I was being such an asshole. I just needed to let it all out. I guess there really was no excuse. Somebody today said, "Dude, your site is just full of sad shit." Well, I guess it is a little pessemistic. It just makes me feel better to let it out. If this was a happy site there would be MIDI files looping in the background with a big pufffy white cloud picture in the background. This is like my journal or something. It's just a therapy of some sort. If people can relate to the stuff I say, that's great. If they just like reading it then that's fine too. The best part about this site is that now none of my girlfriends/ex girlfriends can come here and read stuff. Yay. Well she's out of the picture. She went and got herself pregnant. Thank god it's not mine, thank god I never got serious with her, thank god for a lot of things. Then there's her. She's completely plain. Completely not my type. I like a bagel to have something different in it, like blueberries. I can't stand repitition in my love life, I mean, what's the point in making the same mistake twice? I guess what I've learned is that I need to date people with different interests. I need to find someone who inspires me, amazes me. I mean I could've been satisfied with Ms. "I'm moving" but then again, she's not here. So I will pursue my quest for true love or eternal damnation with great hopes... that'll probably be crushed within the next month, but hey, now I can comfortably tell you all about it... all 7 or 8 of you that know where I relocated. Check this out:
Anial Warrior! (click to enlarge)
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| 03/07/01 | "Sometimes, losing is winning." |
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Doing the wrong thing can actually be the right thing. Yes this is a contradiction, and yes I love to contradict. You'd know that if any of your ass ever read these updates So yeah, back to the title. Sometimes you want something really bad. You know getting it without earning it isn't right but you still fucking want it... want it BAD. But then someone gets it and you don't. You feel bad about it until you find out that it was good at first but then turns into something really bad that fucks up your life. And you see all this from perspective. That's what's truly beautiful about life. Experiencing or observing when you're wrong or right or even what's wrong and what's right. These things you can't get from books, only from experience. Wisdom. Check This Out: GIGER WALLPAPER!
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