Still don't have a girlfriend and I still don't think I really want one. I wouldn't mind some horny bastard fooling around though... I kinda miss that.

I need to go back to school. I've got to meet some new people and stuff.

I just recently got in contact with someone who I haven't talked to forever. Her name is bronwyn. She's the first person I ever generally got along with. She was also the first vagina I ever ate. She's very cool. She does a lot of artsy stuff and is totally into different methods of education. Like me, she is totally against post secondary schools and believes that they make people stupid.

I went to a party quite a while ago as well. I met a girl there named stephanie. Haven't called her much because I've been being a hermit. I've also been going to church for the last 3 to 4 weeks. Anyways. Not much else to say because I've been soo busy. Oh, and one more thing, if you're going to see 8 mile the movie, don't. Download it instead...

November 5, 2002
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Didn't update at all really in october so I guess I should start to in November. I've been dumping on my friends a whole lot lately about my job and such. It's a really nice job. Kind of. The only problem is that everyone is fucking everyone over. It's a giant retail orgy and everyone is in a bad mood. My back hurts too. Since I'm the new guy they make we work in the backroom quite a bit. Today was crazy though. I wasn't supposed to start until 9:30 am but the ceo of the company was coming in from Barrie Ontario to check out all the stores in the lower mainland. This means that I had to have all of my areas pretty and working. It was hell. The guy who got fired last was supposed to run my section, the cd and mp3 player section and he did a shitty job. I had to come in at 8:00am and load all the cd players and mp3 players with cds, mp3s, and batteries. The mp3 players were the worst because I had about 8 or 9 and they all needed special software and hardware installed on a computer so that I could transfer over the files. I got it done in an hour and a half. I am now one with the mp3 player. I know all there is to know.

Good news. I might get paid soon. I'm growing a small ugly beard. Don't worry. chances are it's nothing to worry about unless I'll be eating you out within the next few weeks. I've been going to church and it's pretty interesting. And pretty weird. They're all extremely close minded and brain washed. But I respect their faith for the most part. They just see god differently than me. I think I want to be a writer when I get my ass in gear. I'm not so sure tho. I kind of like the idea of getting paid lots for working with computers and fixing them. I dunno. I'm just toying with my future right now.

Bad news. Girls, or the lack there of. I need to meet new people. Now. My dad wants me to give him $50 a month because I'm using his car and because he can't pay all his bills while his hip is still healing. I owe mom $50 as well. That means I won't have $100 to spend on christmas presents and homeless people.